tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58025184667235891422011-07-08T07:23:50.310+08:00i used tis blogger become my dairy.. because i want to try and write it everdays..=]Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-91862888499331713252010-08-23T13:33:00.002+08:002010-08-23T13:54:03.780+08:00Before National day..My bf and i break up..<br />He is the 1st guy that i stead i really loves him,but he cheat me..i really really very sad and feel discerpointed..at that time i really duno wad to do..lucky my mum is beside me..or else i duno wad i will do..<br /><br />i treat him very good i duno why he treat me like tat..i gaven him alot of things..top till bottom but he still go and find another girls in msia..tat time i really want to slap him.but i'm not his gf..i really regeting of slapping him..do tis things to me..<br /><br />all guys are the same..i really treat guys very tried..i duno how should i believe in guys..? where can i find a guy that is kind,gentle,care,very important to him..i'm not a gal tat is asking him do this and do that it not very hard to do.. it just a simple things but why guys cant do it..?<br /><br />a simple things is it very hard to do..i want a guy tat can stick with him..stick with him got alot of meaning..let say everyday 1 or 2 calls..or message..telling me wad is he doing and got any problems a not,if got so we can share together and maybe can help each other..telling me where he is going..but im not going to stop him doing anythings..i only give him suggections..<br /><br />some times he take me go out and watch movies,go shopping,go beach or even with his frens go out...he will automatic call you or msg u..that type of guys i really love it..but now in this world cant find this type of guys anymore..if got this type of guys..god arh..can u give me this type of guys i sure will married to him..if he truely loves me and his heart is all of my world..<br /><br />guys firstly tells u he like you and he will auto keep calling you or msg you..but when u likes him more and care him more he will tell you tat my battery low bat or cant reacherable...duno why guys cant continue at 1st the feelings..haix....why guys change soooo much and soo quicky...haix....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-9186288849933171325?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-69125930868389915252010-06-09T21:27:00.002+08:002010-06-09T21:38:58.998+08:00今天也是过平常的日子..<br />可是我今天的头脑一直头晕晕的..<br />是不是我想太多事情了也说不定..<br /><br />我刚才叫BIBI问BIBI说你等下急着回家吗?<br />他说等我回来可以吗?<br />我就没有回他..<br />我只是问问而已..<br /><br />昨天我跟他说你根本没有去想我的问题..<br />他的满脑子都是工作没有我的地位..<br />有了工作是好事..但是工是工私是私...<br />他都分不了..咳~~<br />不知道我能够撑多久..<br /><br />我现在很烦..<br />不知道要找那一份工作..<br />找来找去都是一样的..<br />不知道该找什么才好..咳...~<br />真烦..!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-6912593086838991525?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-65661962881531759632010-06-08T21:06:00.002+08:002010-06-08T21:14:57.711+08:00这两天我和keong还有ez一起出去...<br />我们寻找地方,星期五庆祝wendy的生日..<br /><br />我们一直走,一直寻找..<br />还是回到原点...==<br />昨晚我大概是十点多到家..<br />今天九点到家...<br /><br />我今天听到不该听到的东西..<br />就是那个女人..他已经订婚了..<br />我听到他的消息之后,,我非常的很不舒服...<br />不知道为什么..很奇怪..<br />无论是什么事情我都是这样...<br />可能是嫉妒吧?我不知道..<br /><br />咳~~~~~~~~~<br />我想要一个人帮我洗脑或者是消除记忆..<br />没有他的记忆在..想要把它消除掉..!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-6566196288153175963?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-37182462799443881042010-06-06T20:44:00.002+08:002010-06-06T21:01:26.269+08:00今天早上八点多时,我发讯息给BIBI跟他说我梦见他...<br />可能是太向他了..他就说你不要太向我比较好..这是什么意思..?<br />男女之间会又去想彼此的吗..为什么他会这样说呢??<br />难道他对我冷了...? 淡了...? <br />我真的不明白..他要的是什么..?<br />难道我就不能改变他吗？ 我知道要改变一个人是要改变自己..<br />我需要改变什么..我真的也不知道..?<br /><br />我不懂他在想些什么...也不知道他的想法是什么..?<br />那么多的问题..虽然我们可以解决但是有时候问题也是存在的..<br />难道我发这个讯息他就不能学说甜蜜的话吗?也不能说好听的话吗?<br />今天给他讲道这样..<br /><br />我以后也不会说我想你或者是我太想你..<br />我认为不值得...他要做什么我多不管..<br />那么简单的事难道很难做吗???!!!<br />我真的不知道该怎样做...<br />对他有点冷他就会说你不爽我啊??<br />又怕我生气,又不去做他该做的事..<br /><br />难道我在他的眼里还是心理..<br />难道他没有放在心里..?<br />没有我的地位...?<br />我很想知道答案..<br />他只是想我们不可能在一起那么久..<br />那不是没有一个好的答案...?<br />咳...~　<br />男女之间的感情真的是很复杂．．．<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-3718246279944388104?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-22728860410958477682010-06-05T20:52:00.003+08:002010-06-09T21:39:19.916+08:00今天那个女人我所恨<span style="font-weight:bold;">她</span>的,我不想说出<span style="font-style:italic;">她</span>的名字...<br />因为那是不值得的,<br />我和我的朋友十一号庆祝我的朋友的生日..<br />我和他一起计划一个生日会,需要叫很多人一起去会比较开心又热闹..<br />所以我的<span style="font-weight:bold;">K</span>的朋友去问她能不能来..<br />我的<span style="font-weight:bold;">K</span>的朋友就去跟她说我们说计划的东西给她知道..<br />她却想到另外的想法...说“她是个ATM卡咯..怎么久没有联络现在跑来联络我说叫我出去花钱.."<br />难道她跟她的朋友就不用花钱吗？买化妆品就不用钱啊？难道是免费的吗？<br />难道分一样东西很难吗？而且又是便宜的又不是说很贵！她需要这样讲吗？！<br /><br />她今天刚发讯息给我说他所写的：<br />”U all have been forgot me,i have leave tis family not long family le.sister or brother bday u all rmb me..i really dissapointed of u all.."<br />"short cut to said i get far away from u all.."<br />thanks to u remind me,sister bday..how busy i will celebrat..dun worry wendy bday i and zx will celebrate with her.."<br />这些是所她说的！<br />我只是会她说： <br />“记住你所说的，要不要来随便你，我只是通知你而已.."<br />我很气为什么她只是发这个给我她不会发给我的K的朋友吗？<br />她有什么不满的话可以直接说出来，为什么要绕圈呢？<br />我从来都没有得罪到她，为什么要这样的对待我呢？<br /><br />真的搞不懂为什么这样...<br />我真的很后悔交了这种的朋友！！<br />怎么说都听不懂人家在讲些什么..还说她自己改变了很多...<br />有她是有改变,改到听不懂人家在跟他说些什么...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-2272886041095847768?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-53018101921683030482010-06-04T20:28:00.003+08:002010-06-09T21:39:38.019+08:00今天和眉毛谈事情...<br />谈到我的事情来..<br />谈说我的BIBI的事..<br /><br />他说他不喜欢我的BIBI,,这我知道..<br />我妈妈也是很不喜欢他..我弟弟最小的也不喜欢他...<br />很多人也是很不喜欢他..因为..没有负责感,也没有安全感..<br />这我知道..但是我有去想要改变他..<br /><br />他这次对我温柔,体贴,对我好..<br />这是第一步..我是想要他去改变成一个有责任感的男人<br />还有安全感的男人...可是要用时间去改变他..<br />不知道我能不能做到...我有点担心..<br />因为很多人都不喜欢..BIBI我该怎么办..<br />说分手吗？ 还是继续下去..<br />我是有去想我们以后我们的计划..<br />但是不知是我一个人的想法..我很害怕你的答案..<br />不知道为什么...是我做不好吗？<br />我观察你很久了..但是,BIBI我能改变你吗？<br />我真的能改变你吗？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-5301810192168303048?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-47133207948878777802010-06-03T21:40:00.001+08:002010-06-09T21:39:56.583+08:00今天早上我和BIBI达德士回他的宿舍去..他的地方我从来没有去过..<br />可是他回去马来西亚的家会比较方便..他从哪里可以达十二号的巴士去到BUGIS..然后转车..<br />今天是BIBI第一点上班...<br /><br />早上九点半做工,做到晚上九点半..大概三点吃饭..=]<br />我今天打给BIBI问他做到怎样了...<br />很好笑的就是他一直算他要做这份工到及时..<br />我就跟他说能做多久就坐多久...<br />不用去算那么多...这样很难做下去的...<br />尽量地去做你该做的工作..别操心太多..<br /><br />他现在放工了..我发给他讯息应该还没有看到吧..<br />没关系..他今天第一天也是很累了..<br />我发讯息是在关心他，不知道他懂不懂..我的心对他..<br />我刚刚看到他会我了..他说十点才放工..<br />我跟他说放了工之后才打给我..<br /><br />我这样做不知道对他来说是不是很烦...<br />我希望有一天能和他一起住..我有这样的打算..<br />不知道会不会实现...又不知道他有没有去想这个问题..<br />他说有只是想到一半..但是、我觉得他没有去想..<br />没关系..我等他的答案..<br />I LOVE YOU BIBI =]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-4713320794887877780?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-64646149208433632402010-06-03T11:31:00.001+08:002010-06-09T21:40:12.790+08:00昨天我去找BIBI...在旁晚6点种...<br />我搭德士去找他,他付的...<br />去到changi villange hotel那里见面..<br />因为他还没有去宿舍去,他的老板叫他等,等等...<br />不要紧,我们就去吃,吃了之后我们去海边走走,看星星...<br />然后我陪他等到十点...<br />他的老板回来了,,就在他去宿舍去,我就在打电话给keong还有GG或seng<br />因为我想要知道这附近有没有酒店住..<br />我只想陪陪BIBI..<br />因为BIBI昨天没有什么MOOD还有压力..<br />所以陪陪他,跟他说笑,跟他聊天...<br />只想在他的旁边..看着他..我就快乐,就很满足了..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-6464614920843363240?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-57088459450000983652010-05-31T12:08:00.000+08:002010-05-31T12:18:35.911+08:00今天没毛出来了..<br />不知道他们没毛一组会怎样做..<br />最讨厌看到他们..好像欠他们钱这样..<br /><br />我又担心工作...不知道做什么工作才好..<br />我知道有了工作就去做但是要看那份工作是不是和你..<br />咳...<br /><br />今天我梦见BIBI...呵呵..<br />梦见我们一起去逛街、唱歌、看戏..<br />玩的很开心只有我们两个..<br />然后就去CHALET..那里玩...<br />玩的好累好累就一起睡觉..=]<br />不知道还有没有机会和他一起我出去...<br />今天就要知道他的答案了..我是猜他会去做..<br />我希望他那份工作会去做下去..=]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-5708845945000098365?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-15080190976380672852010-05-30T00:12:00.001+08:002010-06-09T21:40:40.733+08:00这天我很高兴!我真的真的非常高兴!<br />因为我和BIBI出门头第一次只有我们两个人..<br />我们去TAMPINES还有PARIS RIS我们一直在走圈圈..<br />因为我们要去CHANGI VILLAGE HOTEL面试..<br />我陪他一起去因为他不知道该怎样去..<br />然后找到了之后，我就在海边等他..然后我们两个去走走在海边..<br /><br />然后我们一起去吃..一起去买东西..逛街..<br />等到了傍晚..我们就去酒店的地方...<br />我们迷了路..我也没有抄地址..也没有抄电话号码..<br />因为我忘了我只记得附近有什么就是在那里了..<br />最后我们就打达德士去..<br />找到了之后..上楼了..<br /><br />我们就去冲凉..冲好了之后..<br />我们就吃TIBBITS呵呵..边吃边喝<br />看卡通戏..他坐在我身旁服饰我..好好哦..!<br />第一次给BIBI这样的服饰我边吃边喝在谓我！<br />感觉很好..好像再有这种感觉哦！<br /><br />我会记住这天的..我知道你也是..<br />我最最最最最最最最爱你了..BIBI!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-1508019097638067285?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-53305141740019738482010-05-26T09:52:00.000+08:002010-05-26T10:00:34.190+08:00我本来星期一打算我的计划是去三八汪海边的..<br />然后晚上就在我家那里过夜..<br />但是..你却跟我说你星期三才来..<br /><br />昨天晚上我打给你..你又是说你星期五来..<br />我被放鸽子几次了！ 你却做不到！<br />我再一次的给你机会了你却一直放我鸽子..<br />你怎样补偿给我..咳～<br /><br />男人就是这样办不到的东西却只是说说而已..<br />那么期待你来你还说叫我等...<br />等了你、却被放鸽子..<br />让我伤心...咳...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-5330514174001973848?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-34392752437888932372010-05-25T21:04:00.000+08:002010-05-25T21:10:21.159+08:00im back to my blogger...so long i duno how to used...<div>the link i oso forget how u do..</div><div>the songs oso...haiz...</div><div><br /></div><div>today at night i scold my bibi CB coz last week he say tat wanna to come and find mi on monday..</div><div>den on sunday night he called mi ask that on this wed come and find mi..</div><div>den today i ask him tmr got come a not..den he say tmr...cant come </div><div>why i got this type of bf..i duno...telling mi he will come conform got come but at last he didnt</div><div>i keep waiting for him and i happy when he comes...but he cant really plan it lol...</div><div>is dame what the fuck lol....!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>i hate it....!!! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-3439275243788893237?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5802518466723589142.post-12901822210857330642009-11-01T12:13:00.000+08:002009-11-01T12:21:06.229+08:00<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">..Love Will Take You Away..<br /></span></div><br /><br />Love will take you away that is true..<br />My problem is same as my blogger..<br />When you found ur lover stay longer together..<br />when ever we go is stay together, do together, chat together..<br />but when you reliase you..yourself is no longer yourself..<br />and you cant find back your own slef back..<br />only yourself another part find you back..<br />it is very hard to do.. need some times..<br />but you..yourself will very suffer..<br /><br /><br />Written By: Yue<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5802518466723589142-1290182221085733064?l=yuki-ho.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Xin Yuehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04574484725001579250noreply@blogger.com0